Saturday, March 24, 2007.

THis blog is a result of staying up so late. I'm so depressed. I know why but I can't find a person to tell it to. Not even Surya. I don't know, this is probably something I'll take to my grave. But it gives me a sickening feeling everytime I think about it. I'm so sick of being me.Maybe it's lack of sleep causing this, but I'm just sooo... EUGH. I try to be happy but something inside keeps bothering me. It's slowly driving me towards insanity. I hate being alone, 'cause the sickening feeling arises and my thoughts wander off. Right now, the atmosphere is perfect for thinking and dwelling on things. With "Imagine me without you" (new fave song, and possibly something I can relate to) playing in the background and the murmur of the aircond... I just want to cry. Ahahha, I'm not going to though. Such a crybaby:S Oh wells... maybe I just need sleep. HEehehehe.

Labels: PMS

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Sunday, March 11, 2007.

Lmao. I can't believe I play dota now. I always saw it as a boring game. Nyeh~ But I've been curious about it since yesterday. And I played it again today. I'm supposed to be doing my assignment at the mo' but I just don't have the mood. It's too damned easy. It's unlike the others. Others made me wanna cry... but this one, makes me procrastinate.

Anyway, I had a great weekend. Had ice cream, junk food (after gazillion years of sore throat), games and etc. Heehee. It's just so fabulooos. And to make things even better, I'm getting my laptop next week. w00t!!! Ladeeda. I better get back to my work now. I prolly wont update 'til I get my new laptop. Toodles everyone!

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Thursday, March 1, 2007.

Wew... kyknya ini blog pertama gw yg campuran antar indo-inggris. Huehehe. Lg bosen banget niiich. Bete!!! >< Musti ngerjain tugas pas gw di Indo. Uggghhh sebelnya...

Anyhoots, the layout's still messed up (using blogger's layout at the mo'). I wont be changing it until I get my new laptop :( It feels like I'm never gna get my new lappie T___T Nyeh~ I must be patient!!! Heh.

The reason why I made a blog is 'cause I'm mainly bored. Dieing to do something interesting besides my "OC"(organisation cacat!) assignment. Besides, my eljay is kinda dead nowadays... I'm still commenting and all but sometimes I can't be bothered to post. It's just a phase... I'm sure.

Hohohooo... anginnya diluar lg enak bangettt. Makes me wanna sleep -_-zZz I better get cracking on my assignment before I get too sleepy. Ciao people (as if anyone knows about this site yet)

Labels: holiday

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